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update

2006-10-01T14:30:01Z

my shift key is broken, therefore i never have the chance to log on to livejournal anymore, what a goddamn shame

well..

im graduating in december, in the process of figuring out a real job (baby)..pretty frightening, but im really looking foward to something new

i have a more than incredible person in my life, really anything i write on the matter will be a complete understatement, all i can say is..amazing..you have no idea how happy i am, and you have no idea how incredible he is

i'm going to new york in november where i'll finally be able to meet my neice, abby, for the first time. im so thrilled, i've been such a bad aunt/sister...if i were able to log in at home i would post a picture of her, she's beautiful

other than that things are decent

im way excited for amy to come home in 2 weeks..where we can be girls, go dress shopping and drink nog (hopefully)

oh, and i cant forget television updates..
lost this week!
runway finale next week!
top model every week!

thank goodness

rabbitsaredirty @ 2006-05-07T19:38:00

2006-05-08T00:48:20Z

not that im very up to date with pictures

i saw ashlee simpson! i dont even care, it was great.

i also saw fiona apple

on top of that there was a giraffe topiary in my parents neighborhood

and in their new neighborhood people love statues of horses

(that last one is next door to their new house)

my dad loves hugging statues that are hugging

im just into standing like statues

oh and something about being 21 you have to hang out with captain morgan

my dad still acts 21

atleast he doesnt act like this guy

oh, heres something else, my dad took my dog, candy, on a bike ride

i rode my mama's silly bike

but seriously, whats not silly is this lawyer whose office i saw

ooook, maybe it is

rabbitsaredirty @ 2006-02-28T21:45:00

2006-03-01T02:47:49Z

oh, and i'm the liar

before you're in too deep

2006-03-01T02:44:21Z

that's not what i want
to follow a trend

baby

2006-02-14T03:52:52Z

ooo

2006-02-11T02:31:14Z

i have a neice
and her name is abby

rabbitsaredirty @ 2006-02-04T11:52:00

2006-02-04T17:02:31Z

tom, james, holly and i went to jacksonville for the night

show was at this great place called tsi..check out the bathroom..

i suggest you check this out as well..

there was some dancing..

and some of whatever this is..

mustaches..

and..

pretty much it..the night was a lot of fun..driving back at 8am wasnt so much..but eh well, pretzels keep you going

lurk lurk lurk

2006-01-25T04:06:13Z

goodbye to downer posts for a while

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-12-18T14:36:00

2005-12-18T19:41:44Z

work christmas party..

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-12-13T00:05:00

2005-12-13T05:16:13Z

we had a potluck/vegan thanksgiving/night of fun

this is us hosting our own cooking show

this is james demonstrating how we use food thats been dropped on the floor

this is matt indulging in uncooked cookie dough..

people ate..

yadda yadda..
then fun happened..
or rather drunk boys happend..

annnd..
i wasnt going to put this one up, but how could i not..

it's great

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-12-08T21:37:00

2005-12-09T03:01:57Z

well
the year's almost over
and i'm not satisfied with the past year
in the least
nothing accomplished
and now it ends here
with all of this
7 months
and in a way i wish i had more time
to do more
to do things differently
but to another end im happy to have a fresh start
i don't want my 2006 life to follow in 2005's footsteps
i don't like what i've turned into
a mess
really
selfish
so things will be different
hopefully that means better
but for now
until we reach that day
all i can do is sit around and hope
for something that says i'm not a complete idiot
but i doubt i'll get the satisfaction
of knowing that it was all worthwhile

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-11-29T19:01:00

2005-11-30T00:02:38Z

i'm so stuck

im sorry..and you're right

2005-11-28T21:04:04Z

i don't know why i make such bad decisions

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-11-27T21:41:00

2005-11-28T02:49:52Z

my computer's broken
something's wrong with the start-up
no clue what
if you're able to help i would greatly appreciate it
maybe i'll take you out for dinner
maybe

otherwise thanksgiving was fun
went to orlando and met up with my parents
i'll post pictures once i get my computer back up and running

and little me has to learn that just because i don't allow people to help doesn't mean that they're not offering
also..just maybe i need to learn how to make friends
it's kind of interesting when you have someone point out something about yourself that you've never noticed before
maybe things are more simple to fix as a result
who knows

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-11-15T23:12:00

2005-11-16T04:14:22Z

my momma gave me her old cell phone because she hates me
and who am i without my little tango ringtone thing
no one i tell you

anyway, the new number is..
(561)441-4638

this may sound weird but..

2005-11-13T21:58:22Z

my car was having break problems for months and yesterday it was finally fixed. now i kind of miss the screeching sound they used to make. i guess i just became accustomed to it.

on hiatus

2005-11-11T00:55:17Z

back online
but nothing new to marvel at

my parents are coming into town tomorrow
and while ive been bugging them to visit for the last 3 years it seems as if they couldnt have picked a worse weekend
basically, things are not in the best of shape
and ive made no effort to prepare for their arrival
and theyll be able to tell..that things have gone to shit..theyll know

but on a different note, the semesters slowly coming to an end
which couldnt be better

the rest of everything else could be better
but changes are in the works
and hopefully it wont take too long before i figure out what to do with myself

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-11-03T01:04:00

2005-11-03T06:14:07Z

so amy and i went to orlando a few weeks ago
of course we only managed to take pictures of ourselves

people i work with can appreciate this..

oh mall

we ate some..

later we crashed some hotels
first it was the travel lodge

but that venture was fruitless so we tried the marriott

and it was a winner
kinda like me..

and this was at the wendys drive thru

oh vagina

oh orlando

alright..now THESE pictures are from halloween at work

james was andy

andy was 'in work james'

i was 'out of work james'

tom was aj

and aj was some spanish gangster from some movie ive never seen..ie the outcast

and james wont be happy im putting this picture up

but atleast hes not naked

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-10-25T15:02:00

2005-10-25T19:03:00Z

slept well last night

taking numbers

2005-10-24T02:42:15Z

so...life's been very up and down lately

some moments of total happiness and satisfaction
and others of severe doubt and depression

i can only hope things work themselves out in a timely fashion
sleep deprivation is no fun

on the other hand there's always surface information..
my parents have moved into a temporary apt..which means i said no final goodbye to my old house..ah well
ive been trying harder to perform decently in school..mainly by actually going to class and attempting to pay attention. frankly, it really hasnt yeilded any sort of pay off
everyday i get that much closer to graduation and real life without having a clue where im going..but i guess thats everybodys deal really
ames and i took a nice trip to orlando yesterday..went shopping, ate burritos, raided hotels..it was fun..always nice to get away every now and again
enjoying closer friendships while still wanting more
and my parents are visiting in 3 weeks so i guess that means i need to actually unpack my stuff and start acting like this is my permanent residence

enough for now i suppose

went on a nice long walk

2005-10-21T18:26:11Z

it didn't solve much of anything

i'll make a dishonest person out of you yet

2005-10-13T23:07:27Z

i know people did this a few days ago but i guess i could use the entertainment..

Leave your name,even if we don't know each other well and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie/animal reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a liquor i'd take a shot of with you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll describe you in one word.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered or liked about you.

ok

2005-09-19T04:32:59Z

1. you will never see me type "lol"
2. i only pick up coins that are heads up
3. im majorly ocd with my alarm clock..it has to be set for an odd number time [not including 5 because its too common] and i check the alarm about 10 times in a row when i go to sleep before i trust it to be set for the correct time
4. i refuse to have a 'career'. its just not me
5. in october my parents are moving out of the house that i spent the last 9 years living in and i could care less....later boca
6. i love trains, cars, boats, planes...really im a little boy at heart
7. i would love to be a carpenter for fun and i love watching tlc programs about renivating houses and watching them do neat things with jigsaws..accordingly if i was active in that sort of thing home depot would be my favorite store..hands down
8. i get walked all over..a lot
9. ive cried more in the last couple of months than the preceeding 6 years combined
10. i cant stand the overuse of negative statements and i cringe when people say that they "hate" something..its such a strong emotion
11. i always know when someones been on my computer..always..and i find it unnerving when things are not exactly as i left them
12. im naming my child 'Buckaroo'
13. my favorite street in tallahassee is franklin
14. my favorite building in tallahassee is the auto brokers place on tennessee
15. my favorite pastime is walking..it makes me feel totally at peace
16. i used to chug back straight whiskey and tequila with zero hesitation and then about a year ago i had a bad incident involving sudafed and vodka and i havent been able to handle straight alcohol since..tragic really, i miss those times
17. i cant stand disappointment, it's probably my biggest practical fear
18. i have the greatest bffs ever and, although i may complain every now and again, my life would be nothing without them
19. i dont agree with the whole ADD plague, with its prevelance in todays society, but im pretty positive that i have it and its pains me to say that
20. i dont feel like im as intelligent as i was in high school..but im trying to get it back..and then some

how gay

2005-09-06T04:17:55Z

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet alpinesumo? the back of a truck
2.~What would you do if you had never met dancingspork? id be much better off..kiiiiidding
3.~What do you honestly think of starsmayfade? ew, that girls a big nerd
4.~Would or did halfblackharmon and xaxsxhxlxexyx go out? nope
5.~Have you ever liked tiff_uh_liff? duh..attractive city
6.~If forever_ur_girl died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? meow
7.~Would xthisxcursex and leftmewaiting make a good couple? no way
8.~Describe star_sweeper in 3 words: breath take ing
9.~Do you think howtobeacowboy is hot? hello, he knows howtobeacowboy
10.~Would forever_ur_girl and carmine925 make a lovely couple? man, bad couplings
11.~What do you think of when you see xaxsxhxlxexyx? shes a pretty girl
12.~Tell me something humiliating about leftmewaiting: she has blond hair
13.~Do you know any of lookatmeimagirl's family members? no
14.~What's bobcat_sex's favorite color? gold
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is kushboy? 16376987
16.~What would you do if cecilesafish just professed their undying love for you? id just about faint from all the happiness
17.~What language does halfblackharmon speak? in grease songs
18.~Who is andyofalltrades going out with? his mom
19.~Is lordchamberlain a boy or a girl? A GIRL..ha ha
20.~Would revolucionario and cecilesafish make a good couple? stop
21.~Who do you think smileymatt would be great with from this list? i dont
22.~When was the last time you talked to howtobeacowboy? last night
23.~What is tiff_uh_liff's favorite band? click 5
24.~Does xthisxcursex have any siblings? maybe
25.~Would you ever date lookatmeimagirl? done
26.~Would you ever date star_sweeper? if she wasnt married and shit
27.~Is smileymatt single? as far as i know
28.~What is bobcat_sex's last name? grey
29.~What is revolucionario's middle name? hotty
30~What is starsmayfade's fantasy? me
31.~Where does lordchamberlain live? in my heart
32.~Would you make out with alpinesumo? been there done that
33.~Are dancingspork and lookatmeimagirl best friends? the best
34.~Does star_sweeper like bobcat_sex? obviously
35.~How did you meet revolucionario? gilchrist
36.~Is howtobeacowboy older than you? yes
37.~Is carmine925 the sexiest person alive? yesss duh

rabbitsaredirty @ 2005-09-03T19:46:00

2005-09-03T23:45:32Z

i would really love to be alomst 100% selfless